It's time to blog. 2010 isn't a good year for me. Everything just won't go smooth. Just hoping after Chinese new year everything will go smooth as I thought. May all good luck come & bad luck goes?. My life is already so hell fuck up, may god giving me a better life choice? Can I live better than previous? Can I gain everything that I wants? Just can my life stop being so hell fuck up? Can't I have my own happiness? Can't I just have a better life? I don't want to be like my mom... I want a better life than her so that I can give her whatever she want. & as well as takecare her. Mom is alway right, money is everything... But just I can't cos of money to get what I don't love & give up th one I love. Will there a day I earn load of money? Maybe or maybe not? Never will I know. God will you bless me?
