was actually going meet leon. but just having a bad quarrel with mom. so upset, feeling so down, no mood of doing anything & i'm sick right now so nvr meet him le. having a sight fever & headache. tomorrow i'll still go to work no matter what. i text my mannager for asking her that tomorrow can i go late for work or leave earlier as i'm not feeling well right now. she reply say come afternoon shift & takecare. anyway really thank to leon for chilling me up. (; really feeling much better le. god, i swear upon you i will work hard on my course & i will learn to save money from now onward. i wanna to prove to my mom that i'm not just anyhow spend th money!!!! & mom i'm sorry for saying so much things that hurt you. after quarreling with you i'm really feel so bad bout it. cry* 
