22.5.09
late to work, today will be my last day at funan alr. tmr i'm gonna MC to meet baby. i'm promised not to drop any single tears for darrius but i broke my promise. he make me cried for him. this is th last time i'm gonna tell you. i wont be back to you anymore alright? darrius sia, no matter wht you going to do i also wont be back to you. cos i dont wanna to be stupid again you knw? now th only one i love is NIC! yes, you use cigg to burn your hand, you use weapon to cut S on your hand & you hold my hand to slap yourself twice. you only will make me pity of you. thats not love, is pity you knw? th slap of my own for you is to tell you how much you hurt me is still not enough of a slap. but i really feeling much better after giving you that big slap! at least i feel that th slap for you is worth it to let me relax down of hateness toward you. let make things clear, we wont ever hav any chance to go back like last time. so either friend or stranger.

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